Caeruleus





 I wrote this poem a long time ago and have fiddled with it over the years. I have a great emotional attachment to it - Cerulean Blue being my favourite colour. The prison walls are the edges of her garden but to her they seemed like a prison. I think the lady in this poem is a little bit of me...wouldn't we all like to escape into a  a beautiful painting...?




Caeruleus



1660s, from L. caeruleus "blue, dark blue, blue-green," perhaps dissimilated from caelulum, dim. of caelum "heaven, sky," of uncertain origin (see celestial). The Latin word was applied by Roman authors to the sky, the Mediterranean, and occasionally to leaves or fields.



Gathering her equipment together, she knew

And this was the last time she’d paint in blue.

She was just about able

to lift her paint box onto her little table

in a corner of her tiny garden.



Over the years she did succeed

and the flowers were proof indeed

that she turned her tiny prison walls and concrete

into an Italian wilderness of flowers and shrubs

and her arthritic hands had tended the pots and tubs.

She had grown rare plants and flowers that no one had seen.

Now she was going into the garden and placing her easel

where she could see her own countryside; and while

the perfumesof the flowers floated on a scented breeze

her wrinkled face was upturned, warming in the sun’s rays.

She placed a sheet of bright white paper onto her board

Her hat casting lacy patterned shadows onto the paper

While her soul soared with anticipation of her

secret, painting, assignation.



Looking at her old battered painting tubes

she sighed while debating which colour to use

Cerulean she thought, Cerulean, caelum, heaven and sky.

Its considered celestial’ and her sparkling blue eyes told why

she felt overwhelmed by the beauty of her long life.

Cerulean - the colour of the sky; and so she started to paint.

Her hands shook as she took her brush and dabbed it into a tiny

pot of water where reflections of ripples danced and

the brush dipped it into with a glance, and

she held her brush like a lance

and it was full of a glorious blue…



Caeruleus…



Latin for blue, dark blue, blue green.

She swept the brush with an arcing sweep.

and here she saw her first tiny peep of

a torn piece of sky -  a hole like lace.

Dreamily she wondered

‘what if there was a way through

this secret space into the blue

for me to disappear from view

A pure, painter’s celestial place.

Where I may find one last embrace



So she painted more cerulean blue

her favourite flower garden hue.





In later days, people wondered where

the old lady painter had left her chair

Where had she gone as she’d left no trace

of the painter who had lived all alone in this place.



All they had found was a straw hat and lace,

decrepit pink ribbons and her brush in its place.

They found the water and her easel too

and a quite quite empty tube of cerulean blue